Thursday 19 May 2011

For Ebitari Tekenah

I have tried to write something for you my friend. I think is perhaps more for me than you.

I know how much you would appreciate the love i have tried to convey if only again you could read it. I remember how you exclaimed over my blog, how proud you were of me. How you called chidi to say eseosa now has a blog, you must read it.

Hey Tari, how did this happen? How did you leave us your friends so early and with no warning whatsoever? You who held our circle of friendship together.  You who always had news of everyone and who so willingly shared all our joys and hurdles. How could you go so soon?

Tari, i sit in my living room, it is gone past midnight and i keep replaying all the tokens of our friendship. Our shared laughter, our long conversations, me and you dancing, us walking down the streets singing songs from long ago. Though now in retrospect i feel i did not share enough of me with you. If only i could turn the hand of time.


I see on facebook condolences are already mounting on your wall. I cannot bring myself to write on there, no, that would make it too real. I still feel it is a bad nightmare and i might yet wake up.

Ebitari, you had so much heart and I am going to miss you very much.

Adieu.

2 comments:

Edward said...

Too hard to write what I feel. Goodbye Tari, a true friend.

Amah Alagoa said...

The pain in my heart so real, so deep, so sad...how can you be gone?, so I am never goin to see u smile, and gist and laugh like we used to? I miss you dear cousin, I still cry at the thought, and sometimes choose to believe u aint gone from us...I love u forever, as u will always live on in my heart.